kaikamahine:

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Never Let Me Go was not that terrible for me, I don’t know why, but M.A.D. broke me. I felt sick thinking about it for days afterwards. And I’m literally scared of No Wealth And No Ruin, I feel like I might not survive it.

I can’t even watch that clip of Andrew freaking out, I saw about five seconds of it and had to stop. MAD actually set off some terrible, terrible depression and anxiety issues with me, ugh. I really had to skim the dead like me au so I could just…skip anything upsetting. If only she weren’t such a powerful writer. ;____;

…. I suppose this would be a bad time to mention that I’m already 4k into a sequel to M.A.D., wouldn’t it?

ANYWAY, this is what we have fabulous ladies like HK for: every time I kill a character or write an ambiguous ending, she writes something unrepentantly brilliant, happy, and fluffy :D It balances out!

the sad thing is that I will read it, even though I know it’ll fuck with my head something fierce. your fic, it pulls me like a moth to a very painful flame.

and yes, that is what I am here for. ONLY HAPPINESS IN MY HOUSE except actually not, the fic I’m writing right now has a lot of gratuitous sadness, lol. blame oflights.